the pain is agonizing…i dont want this to set me back, but ive never felt this much pain before.
Pretty Girl Swag. Went to the casino, feeling really good about myself recently :]
Week two, here we come!
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Side by side! I know i only lost four pounds but im completely excited…
Okay so i discovered a love of special k, SO, here we go…
Breakfast : Bowl of Cereal.
Lunch : Bowl of Cereal.
Dinner : Regular meal.
I usually skip breakfast and am all over the place when it comes to lunch. I want to eat healthy so the challenge seemed like a fun thing to try…I’m going to snack on cereal later tonight, but tomorrow it starts completely. :]
Today really fucking kicked my ass, i don’t know why, but I decided to kick up my jogging pace from 4.5 to 5 mph….Yeah…greaaaat idea….But, you know what, i didn’t fucking quit, i went all the way through my running work out. (Sure I tore myself apart to motivate myself every time my 90 second walking came about but you know what, fuck it, it worked to keep me going)
It hurts. I can’t breath when I’m doing it. My legs were going to give out. But I FUCKING DID IT.
Tomorrow is my recoup day, so instead Im going to do some LETS DANCE on wii :]
I’m a sweaty mess, and it may make me feel gross when I start running, but when I finish I get sooo sooo sooo proud of myself!
I can do this…I have to do this.
I want to be comfortable with myself and happy.
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